After all that I ended up changing my poem once I got into the lab on Friday. Anyway, I'm still exhausted. I've been trying to sleep as much as I can without feeling guilty. Because I really do feel bad if I sleep all day while my parents are up and doing stuff. I miss them so much when I'm not home and this is about the only time until graduation that I'll get to spend with them. At the same time I have a lot of shit going on and just want to sleep, and I know they realize that.
So yeah, I've been home for two days. I've made it my mission to eat completely vegetarian while I'm home, to try out some new food and what not. So far it's been a pretty good deal. A lot of Indian food, yum. I'm taking this as far towards vegan as I can manage. I know I'd never be able to keep up a vegan diet, I don't have time to figure all the stuff out. But I did buy some yummy ice cream replacement, Vanilla Rice Dream, and Green Tea Soy Dream. And some Green Tea Chai.
The literary magazine is giving me a little bit of a heart attack right now. I'm petrified it's not going to get done. Yikes. I mean, it's done and all, but Friday afternoon, Sarah and I were having a lot of problems. And calling InDesign tech support cost $40!!! I mean, wtf. We have to pay for them to tell us how to fix their crappy program?!?! So Sarah is supposed to go in to the printer tomorrow to find out how to fix these issues. I feel bad because I know she's not as familiar with the program as I am, but fuck it, it's my spring break. I left a day late because I stayed at school forever on Friday. So yeah. I deserve this.
In addition to the vegetarian thing, I've also decided I have to do at least one physical activity per day. Today I did yard work for about 45 minutes. Heck yes, I'm a master gardener. Not. Tomorrow I was thinking about going to play basketball or tennis over at the middle school. Oh wait...they have school. I wouldn't want to be the creepy person playing basketball while there are little preteens running around for gym. That's just icky.
God, I'm pretty ADD today. I have so much shit to do though. I have a dentist appointment tomorrow and I'm trying to convince my parents to let me do physiotherapy or massage therapy for my back instead of just going to a regular doctor. I don't want to be prescribed medication if it's something that just needs to be adjusted or massaged out. Fuck that shit.
This no sex thing is starting to get on my nerves. Every time I want it, I almost call him and then I have to remember that I'm not supposed to be calling his ass to hook up. Bad kitty! Sigh. I'm such a loser.
So yeah, I've been home for two days. I've made it my mission to eat completely vegetarian while I'm home, to try out some new food and what not. So far it's been a pretty good deal. A lot of Indian food, yum. I'm taking this as far towards vegan as I can manage. I know I'd never be able to keep up a vegan diet, I don't have time to figure all the stuff out. But I did buy some yummy ice cream replacement, Vanilla Rice Dream, and Green Tea Soy Dream. And some Green Tea Chai.
The literary magazine is giving me a little bit of a heart attack right now. I'm petrified it's not going to get done. Yikes. I mean, it's done and all, but Friday afternoon, Sarah and I were having a lot of problems. And calling InDesign tech support cost $40!!! I mean, wtf. We have to pay for them to tell us how to fix their crappy program?!?! So Sarah is supposed to go in to the printer tomorrow to find out how to fix these issues. I feel bad because I know she's not as familiar with the program as I am, but fuck it, it's my spring break. I left a day late because I stayed at school forever on Friday. So yeah. I deserve this.
In addition to the vegetarian thing, I've also decided I have to do at least one physical activity per day. Today I did yard work for about 45 minutes. Heck yes, I'm a master gardener. Not. Tomorrow I was thinking about going to play basketball or tennis over at the middle school. Oh wait...they have school. I wouldn't want to be the creepy person playing basketball while there are little preteens running around for gym. That's just icky.
God, I'm pretty ADD today. I have so much shit to do though. I have a dentist appointment tomorrow and I'm trying to convince my parents to let me do physiotherapy or massage therapy for my back instead of just going to a regular doctor. I don't want to be prescribed medication if it's something that just needs to be adjusted or massaged out. Fuck that shit.
This no sex thing is starting to get on my nerves. Every time I want it, I almost call him and then I have to remember that I'm not supposed to be calling his ass to hook up. Bad kitty! Sigh. I'm such a loser.