nyghtwish

So my friend is here and everything is gravy. We went out and had our first beer together as legal consumers in the US. Cuz we drank in February in Denmark when we were 20, but that just doesn't seem like a big landmark. I think there will be pictures in the future.

I'm so excited for Christmas. Except there's no decorations. No tree, no wreathes, no nothing. My family is so far behind!!! I don't know what the deal is. I feel like there won't be any time to accomplish everything we're supposed to do. Somehow it always seems to get done though...

And I'm not ready to date. I'm so not over him. He came over yesterday and we had sex again. Damn me. Damn him, actually. I know it's not healthy, but I'm still at that stage where I'm thinking we might get back together. We actually had a really good day yesterday. I'm afraid he just doesn't want to try anymore...but maybe if I give him space? I dunno. I suck at this. I can't imagine myself marrying anyone else, but it's not like I've met everyone in the world. He's just the only guy I KNOW that I could imagine marrying. I am way lame.

All right. I have so much to do today. I need to get gone.