nyghtwish

Oooh, rejected.

So I just tried to get some booty. Worked horribly. Went over, hung out with this guy for a couple of hours, playing video games and watching tv. Which is cool, I love just hanging out. But we've hooked up before so I was like...sweet, booty call. And we're there on his sofa, he's lying in my lap and we're watching some movie...and then he falls asleep!!! AAAHHHH!!!!! My luck is horrible!

So I can't decide whether to think it's adorable that he fell asleep (because it was) or to feel rejected because he fell asleep when he knew we could be messing around. Sigh. Damn it all.

The reason all this came to be was because I saw Lewis, completely by coincidence, at this ice cream place with a girl. He had his arm around her. I shouldn't care. But I do, I mean, of course I do! So I thought I'd "get back at him" except I wasn't planning to tell him or anything. Just for my own satisfaction I guess. But then...nothing.

Growl. I lose, big time.