Oh. This is bad. Reaaaaally bad. I put a lot of stock into dreams, if you couldn't already tell. I feel like 9 times out of 10 my dreams tell me something about the future. I know it sounds dumb, but things I dream often come true. Well that's just not good this time.
I had an erotic dream about John, my roommate's boyfriend. I know this is all stemming from the other night...he kept touching me and trying to get me to touch him. And I would have, at least playfully, except that Minda gets jealous really easily. I would never do that to her.
I just don't need this right now. Not at all. He made me feel good about myself, something that hasn't happened in a long time. Lewis constantly told me how bad I looked; that I should brush my hair or stand up straight or not wear baggy sweats around him. I never felt pretty. I felt pretty around John. And that's bad.
I had an erotic dream about John, my roommate's boyfriend. I know this is all stemming from the other night...he kept touching me and trying to get me to touch him. And I would have, at least playfully, except that Minda gets jealous really easily. I would never do that to her.
I just don't need this right now. Not at all. He made me feel good about myself, something that hasn't happened in a long time. Lewis constantly told me how bad I looked; that I should brush my hair or stand up straight or not wear baggy sweats around him. I never felt pretty. I felt pretty around John. And that's bad.
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As far as the dream, I tend to put a lot of stock into them, too, but I end up writing some off as mental dumps of whatever my mind can't handle or doesn't really need anymore. Maybe that's what this was...?