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Monday Oct 11, 2004

Oct 11, 2004
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I need to quit being involved in drama. My brother has sworn it off, I should too. But it's just so...I dunno. Addicting is the wrong word. It's something similar though. I think it's my naturally dramatic personality. I like chaos.

I had a great weekend. I hung out a lot with my best friend, who was in England all summer, so I don't get to see her much. This was the first time we'd seen each other since June. Friday night I dragged her to our high school's football game. We both graduated in '01 so it was really weird, we felt super old. But we did run into a lot of alumni and it was nice to see old friends. Anyway, it got old pretty quick and we left before halftime. I heard we won though. Go Bruton!

So we ditched and got a bite to eat, then went to the pub. It was nice, there was just the right amount of people there. I saw Dara and Ikai. We hung out with Eric, too, until my brother and his new lady friend arrived. A Scottish musician played and was absolutely incredible. It was definitely good times. Anyway, Dara and I got to talking and she invited me on a tour she was giving the next night (Saturday). I went and hung out with friends from the tavern. It was good times.

Around 11, Dara and I decided we needed a drink, so we went to her house. Who else lives at Dara's house? Yeah. Ryan. He's there with two of his friends, playing poker. My friend Jennie had already warned me he had a new girlfriend. Eh, fine. At least he's not wallowing over Elvis. So anyway, he answered the door when I showed up to meet Dara. She went to go change so we could go back to the pub to tell Ikai goodbye (he went back to Turkey on Sunday.) So Ryan is showing off this giant hickey his girlfriend gave him, but at the same time, he's playing with my hair and grabbing my ass and stuff. He actually noticed my hair color change before I said anything and said it was really hot. Cha-ching. My own fucking boyfriend didn't notice. Well then Dara and I did shots in her kitchen, went outside where the boys were playing poker and I smoked. I caught Ryan mouthing that he had been with me. Haha.

So yeah, Dara and I went to the pub, where I was hit on by this older dude, J.R. He's not like, old, but probably like 40s. I mean, when you're 21, that's older. He grabbed my hand and wouldn't let it go. He asked if my hands were so soft because I give a lot of handjobs. I was like, yeah sure whatever I felt really dirty...Said goodbye to Ikai, I'm gonna miss that daft bastard. He's really a sweet heart. He said he'd never forget his angels. Awww.

Sunday I just fucked around and helped my family around the house. I changed a tire on my mom's car (seriously, by myself.) And I felt very accomplished. Sometimes I still want to be a mechanic. Mechanic chicks are sexy. Check this out to see what I mean. Bwahaha.

Productive weekend overall. Yet this whole Ryan thing gets me bothered. Why do I let him get under my skin so much? I could totally just forget him...except that's a lie. As hard as I try, I can't get him out of my head. The slut in me wanted to call him and say "How about next time I'm home, you don't have a girlfriend?" wink wink nudge nudge. God. I cannot resist this guy for some reason. Maybe because his kisses make me weak in the knees...

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