Annnnnd...cue the depression.
Seriously. I just can't take life anymore. Why do I get dealt all the bad cards? It fucking sucks. So basically, I had two good friends at school, Sarah and Eliza. This is excluding my boyfriend because, let's face it, he makes me more miserable than happy these days. And no offense, CGMRhino_1107, we just met and all.
Anyway. Sarah and Eliza. Well, Eliza dropped out after three weeks because of some money problems, family problems, pretty much anything you could think of. That's fine, she only lives an hour away. It still sucks but I'll get to see her occasionally. And I still had Sarah. Sarah dropped out Friday. I don't know why, we haven't gotten to talk about it much (she's been really busy with a play so we actually haven't hung out as much as we wanted anyway.) All I know is there's some stuff going on with her parents, plus money stuff, plus boyfriend stuff...I dunno. She used to live an hour away but her parents moved to Boston this summer. So, my Sarah muffin is going to be 13 hours away. Just shoot me. Seriously.
So now there's no one. I've got friends that I see around campus and say hi to, I've got my boyfriend who is usually rather inconsiderate and flaky, I've got my boyfriend's friends who are annoying freshman assheads, and I've got my pot head roommates who drink every night from five until morning. And I've got a cat. This fucking blows. I'm just never good enough, am I?
Honestly, this is the first time in a LONNNNG time I haven't wanted to wake up in the morning.
Seriously. I just can't take life anymore. Why do I get dealt all the bad cards? It fucking sucks. So basically, I had two good friends at school, Sarah and Eliza. This is excluding my boyfriend because, let's face it, he makes me more miserable than happy these days. And no offense, CGMRhino_1107, we just met and all.
Anyway. Sarah and Eliza. Well, Eliza dropped out after three weeks because of some money problems, family problems, pretty much anything you could think of. That's fine, she only lives an hour away. It still sucks but I'll get to see her occasionally. And I still had Sarah. Sarah dropped out Friday. I don't know why, we haven't gotten to talk about it much (she's been really busy with a play so we actually haven't hung out as much as we wanted anyway.) All I know is there's some stuff going on with her parents, plus money stuff, plus boyfriend stuff...I dunno. She used to live an hour away but her parents moved to Boston this summer. So, my Sarah muffin is going to be 13 hours away. Just shoot me. Seriously.
So now there's no one. I've got friends that I see around campus and say hi to, I've got my boyfriend who is usually rather inconsiderate and flaky, I've got my boyfriend's friends who are annoying freshman assheads, and I've got my pot head roommates who drink every night from five until morning. And I've got a cat. This fucking blows. I'm just never good enough, am I?
Honestly, this is the first time in a LONNNNG time I haven't wanted to wake up in the morning.