nyghtwish

Right so...I'm terribly unprepared to go back to school. As much as I want to leave, to stop having to work EVERY damn day, I'm exhausted. Tomorrow is my last day of work and then I have Wednesday through Friday to pack and get prepared for the great migration back north. My parents and I are caravaning on Saturday, me with most of the "things" and them with my mattress and a lot of the bigger stuff. I'm excited and nervous...not sure how the living situation is going to be this year. I'm downgrading in some ways, despite moving into a house...there's no dishwasher or washer and dryer, there's only one bathroom, the furniture and rooms in general are not as nice. But it IS closer to campus, I've got a back yard, I've got much more laid back roommates...

I dunno. I suppose if it doesn't work out for me I could try to figure something else out for second semester. There's too many things I could worry about and not actually have to deal with. It's better just to go in there with no worries and work things out as they arise. I'm nervous, too, about the car. I'm infinitely better at driving stick now, but I'm worried that in the face of disaster, I won't know what to do. Like, I'll forget how to shift or something similar.

Sigh. It'll be okay. Right?