nyghtwish

Had my first lesson driving stick yesterday. From my mom in the elementary school parking lot. It went horribly. I think I'm just too timid right now and so I freak out at the slightest jerk. Sigh. I wanna do this so bad! But I'm having issues...

I'm also going a little cross-eyed right now because I'm exhausted and I've had coffee and staring at the computer is making my eyes go crazy. AND I have to get up in five and a half hours and I'm tired (wait, already said that) and I miss my boyfriend even though I thought I might not. He's been gone for a week and a half on vacation with his friends and I was thinking it would be a nice vacation for us and that I probably wouldn't think about him that much. But I have and I'm starting to think that maybe our break needs to be over. But I don't know. Maybe I just miss sex. Or orgasms. One of the two. Probably the latter. Not that I can't on my own...but it's really not the same.

I'm done talking now. Seriously, the screen is shaking in front of my eyes. I might fall out of my chair soon.