Well, I haven't been around Ryan enough to attempt a TOS agreement. I hate boys. This was just supposed to be fun. How can I have fun when he makes me feel like crap sometimes?
I dunno, in the end, that he'll truly be worth my while. I had a long talk with one of my best friends, about soul mates and relationships. Soul mates not in terms of love, but in terms of friendship. I think when you meet someone, you can tell whether or not you're supposed to mean anything to each other. And I KNOW I feel something deeper than physical attraction for Ryan. I think the timing might be wrong is all...
Like, I was saying, though, long talk with my bestest. This was the first talk with him in almost 3 years that I didn't walk away a) in tears, b) in love, or c) completely wasted. We've both matured so much and I can honestly say that I'm not in love with him anymore. I still think he's about the hottest thing I've ever seen, but I'm not in love. It's a good place to be.
I might see Ryan before work today. Perhaps I'll get the chance to talk to him then...
*edit*: New pics added today!
I dunno, in the end, that he'll truly be worth my while. I had a long talk with one of my best friends, about soul mates and relationships. Soul mates not in terms of love, but in terms of friendship. I think when you meet someone, you can tell whether or not you're supposed to mean anything to each other. And I KNOW I feel something deeper than physical attraction for Ryan. I think the timing might be wrong is all...
Like, I was saying, though, long talk with my bestest. This was the first talk with him in almost 3 years that I didn't walk away a) in tears, b) in love, or c) completely wasted. We've both matured so much and I can honestly say that I'm not in love with him anymore. I still think he's about the hottest thing I've ever seen, but I'm not in love. It's a good place to be.
I might see Ryan before work today. Perhaps I'll get the chance to talk to him then...
*edit*: New pics added today!
[Edited on Jun 15, 2004 11:15PM]