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Monday Mar 21, 2005

Mar 21, 2005
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bad news is that the boyfriend laid on me again this weekend that he really is moving on out o' nyc come september.

and our lease is up may 1.

soooo...shit. i dunno what i'm going to do. i just quit my important, high-paying, moderately secure, corporate america job 2 months ago, and i'm starting up my freelance biz again.

which means that the paychecks are not exactly rolling in yet. i make enough money to make rent and get by, but i'm hardly in the great financial position i was in 3 months ago. (of course, i'm infinitely happier -- i'm off the stomach pain pills, i'm off the anti-depressants...that alone is worth the price of admission, as far as i'm concerned.)

but -- it means that i suddenly can't afford our apartment - or probably any apartment this side of Canarsie - on my own.

strange that i've been put in this situation twice in my life..."i'm moving to a city that has absolutely no jobs in your industry. you can come with me if you want, but my leaving (enter groovy town name here) and going to (enter stupid town name here) is not contingent on you coming with me."

um...that to me means that it's pretty much, over, right? or am i getting lost -in-translation on some boy-speak?

*enter confused face here*
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illstabyou:
Thanks so much for the birthday wishes -- if I got it about two hours ago, I just may have taken you up on that offer. wink kiss
Mar 22, 2005
cgilbe1:
a) amazing to see you again. you remain truly irresistable in the sense that when I hang out with you i always seem to miss at least 1 bus, which is fine by me (there are other senses in which you do as well, but those aint for the public eye)

B) I hope our discussion of your journal topic helped? at the very least, as always i wish the situation well, while silently nursing a smug grin and my own agenda...but come on! is my agenda REALLY so bad?

no, no its not.
Mar 22, 2005

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