Things have changed so much over the last two weeks. Like three weeks ago I saw the bit about SG on HBO's Real Sex, and was so intrigued.. but never expected it to change my life like this! I've made some awesom friends, and began to bring out the creativity in me again... it's sort of brought me back from my walking catatonic state. Ive decided that life is a struggle and anything worth keeping is worth fighting for. It's a bittersweet struggle but it's ohhhh so exciting.
Anyway it's more work, and no play, but I have to put my cat to sleep on saturday morning... she's 17 and she's really sick... she's so skinny, bones and fur an I know she's always in pain... it's killing me though, she's been in my life since I was a little girl and she was just a little kitten. I guess it's apart of life but it's sooooo hard. I deal with sick and dying people every day and that's fine but it's differet with animals. I dunno.
Anyway it's more work, and no play, but I have to put my cat to sleep on saturday morning... she's 17 and she's really sick... she's so skinny, bones and fur an I know she's always in pain... it's killing me though, she's been in my life since I was a little girl and she was just a little kitten. I guess it's apart of life but it's sooooo hard. I deal with sick and dying people every day and that's fine but it's differet with animals. I dunno.
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