nursesugar

I swear I felt you

That urgency hit me so hard
and I almost fell but somehow
you didn't let me

I close my eyes and I can see the
throb in my head like the
throb feel in my veins for you like the
throb I felt between my legs for you

but my heart
god damned it took over again
so it's not like I have a say in the matter
and that urgency changes
I swear I'd kill just for one
breath of your skin.

Just one taste of you
but god it wouldnt satisfy me I'd have to keep you forever.

You are sunshine and it's lovely
you are my insomnia and it's beautiful
I'm intoxicated on my imaginations
drunk on you

baby you make boredom delicious
you kick away my disillusionment and


Wow.

I swear somehow I wished you into existance
Like I screamed and when I gave up
you were there.

Now what?