Finally Wednesday. Wheee!
It seems like it's been a year since last week...yeah that made sense...
Today's gonna be an interesting one, I can tell already. Woke up to a phonecall from king_of_skulls which was pretty nifty, got online today and encountered more petty bullshit from people I don't know...
...then I got a really cool email from Ned from Stromkern(the song "nightriders" that AntiDJ likes to end Flux with every week...that's Stromkern) asking if I'm up for booking a show in CT in August or September. My first thought: Bound/September. That'd be really cool. Because I already work for the night, I can promote the hell out of it since I'll have all summer before the show actually happens, and it's something both myself AND the band will be able to profit from. So, I ask AntiDJ what he thinks.........and he says "I'll talk to DJ Skygod and see what we can do and I'll email Ned back." So, once again, undermining at its best. I line up a great band to play at Bound because they contacted me and all of a sudden AntiDj is gonna swipe it and contact the band and make sure he gets his name on this so I don't....UGH. I hate crappy scene politics.
(AntiDJ is graduating college and leaving the club circut soon anyways. so why in hell would he care?!) GRRRRRRRRR. All this work and I get nothing. hatehatehate...
but yeah, that's my day so far.
I'm sure none of this made any sense, and that's fine. once again, just needed to vent/rant/expell the contents of my brain.
I'm keeping my fingers crossed that eventually, today will get better. And Flux won't be full of drama and bullshit...and I'll be able to walk to the car unasisted at the end of the night...and I won't have to put up with people trying to take everything I've made mine away...breathe...breathe...breathe...it really sucks being in the position I'm in...in this scene....with these people...
(not you guys, just in general.)they take take take undermine take ruin gossip and take again...I shouldn't let these things get to me. I'm where I want to be...at least that's what I keep telling myself.
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i am sorry in general that people are assholes, and take advantage of others hard work to gain a foot hold for themselves.... people suck
anyway... on the positive... I'm looking forward to Flux, but I'm not sure how long we'll stay... Welntaod is afraid he'll have no one to talk to since half of the SG crew can't come....
But I sooo want to go, since I sewed something new to wear this week...
anyway, internet strangers always come up with some brilliant bullshit. Crap so silly it shines. I notice this a lot on the Bondagedotcom forums where folks say crap like "He was leading me on, since he was dressed like a submissive and wasn't really a submissive...." uh, yeah, back to judging people by the clothes they wear. Just when we thought we were allpast that....
Anyway, Rock on, babe! I love you're new (?) id pic, it's hot and artsy- two o my favorite things...