Thursday Jan 01, 2004

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So a new year is upon us. What will you do different this time around?

xoxo
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m1sund3rst0od:
Hey. I'm brooke, one of andrea and monika's mutual friends. I've heard Andrea talk about you, and now monika. They are both very fond of you.
m1sund3rst0od:
thank you for the welcome. miao!!

Monday Dec 29, 2003

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I'm feeling so wierd today. I've been half asleep all day--not really feeling well or something. I don't know, I have that anxious feeling for whatever reason, just unsure about something. Ah--fuckit, right?

I'm watching Detriot Rock City--I seriously love this movie and every time I watch it, I get all these fuzzies about being a kid, not caring about anything but smoking up and...
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twwly:
i didnt cry at sea biscuit, but i was

THISCLOSE!!!

eeek
fox1:
not sure if your awake or still dreaming? its the only way to fly..... have a happy new year.

Saturday Dec 27, 2003

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I just got back from snowboarding and can I say humbled. blush

We went down some pretty crazy runs on the Austrian/Italy boarder and it was a lot of fun but I'm still pretty new at this so I pretty much fell down the mountain the first few times. And they had no baby runs so I had to go down the super hard ones without...
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_v_:
i'm just love sick
and sad
i miss her
fox1:
sounds brutally fun. good times!

Friday Dec 26, 2003

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Well I updated my profile picture with my new and improved mop. Yes blondes have more fun, but for some reason when my hair is darker I'm a nicer person... I know that sounded weird.

Well, what did santa bring me you ask? A really awesome wool coat and the most bitchen cell phone ever. My old ones have all been hand me downs with...
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zechariah:
I prefer brown hair anyway (and you look gorgeous as always). Id give you a call, but I doubt you'd really have much fun talking to my boring ass.

As for bounty I didnt get anything and I've been having a horrid life lately, but I dont remember being too naughty. Maybe I made God and santa made or something.

Sorry to hear about your lack of holiday lovin. It really is a crying shame. Such a beautiful girl and you didnt get your VERY DUE attention. (excuse me for being crass)

Lotsa love sweetheart
xoxoxo
Zechariah
pinup:
Nice hair! love I'm thinkin mine's too dark so I kinda want it like a 'chesnut' colour but I really don't know. So. Yeah. I want to go to a hairstylist and say I DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT - START ME OVER!

mad

A new cell phone! I've been dreaming about having a new hi-tech cell phone for quite a while now. Mine's all old and ancient like back when cell phones started to get smaller but compared to now they're still big. Dumb. And it doesn't do anything cool. It is pink though..

Jenna

Wednesday Dec 24, 2003

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Buon Natale--feliz navidad--merry fucking christmas... Love and peace to all.

xoxo


kiss love blackeyed


**oh and guess who has been smoke free for like two weeks. eeek
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azrael_abyss:
Merry Christmas to you and yours as well kiss and congrats on the no smoking deal! I'll follow your lead one day tongue
invinoveritas:
Muchas Gracias...No puedo sueno porque neccisito un cigarillo de clova tambien...Feliz Navidad, y Feliz ano nuevo!

Sunday Dec 21, 2003

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Today will be better... promise.

xoxo

Oh and this was taken from a journal entry that didn't get much read time:

So my friend from Japan brought in a picture of her relatives to be framed. It was of her great-great grandmother all the way through to her mother as a child. If you looked at her gggrandmothers knuckles and hands they were all tattooed...
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pinup:
Hi. smile

Jenna
alisa:
hell yeah that's a kick ass story!! i would love to see the pictures of her hands. that's so cool!!!!


MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!! and tons of love to you and yours during this holiday season.
kiss kiss

Saturday Dec 20, 2003

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My grandmother raised me. I watched for years as she belittled, degraded, and was sometimes cruel to my Grandfather. He was not quite the intellect that my grandmother was. He was from a small town, grew up with nothing, received his GED at thirty. She was valedictorian of her school, worked for a senator, sang in an internationally acclaimed choir, championed many causes and was...
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zechariah:
Im in a very similar boat to you, unfortunately the person who I mistreat is myself so I understand all to well from both sides of the equation.

What you MUST do, (and this will be very hard to do) is ask for help from the very people whom I am sure you believe you dont deserve help from. They understand that you love them and if you let them know how you feel, they will want to help you (In my opinion I would word your plea as close to possible to your entry as you can minus the I hate myself point) They will help trust me.

I am a very good judge of character (although i have been wrong on occasion) and i know you are a good person. You will get through this I promise.

I have faith in you Kristin.
Please try to trust me.
Zechariah
peter_minger:
Don't hate yourself. Just because you find it hard to express your love to those who mean the most to you, doesn't make you a bad person.
You're fucking ace. Just be strong, be positive, and be true to yourself.
smile kiss smile

Saturday Dec 20, 2003

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So my friend from Japan brought in a picture of her relatives to be framed. It was of her great-great grandmother all the way through to her mother as a child. If you looked at her gggrandmothers knuckles and hands they were all tattooed like crazy. My friend was saying when her grams was a child they still had Samurai in Japan and they would...
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_v_:
that is a rad story
was she super tatted up?

Friday Dec 19, 2003

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I feel shakey and not quite myself today. Things get old when you aren't quite happy. I want to untie these knots in my stomach. I want to believe that someone cares. I hope that someday everything matters--life is not in vain.

I want to smile and be happy without fear.

blackeyed
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aandee:
Hey, cheer up!! You have SO much to be happy about!! Let me know if I can help! luv 'ya!
_v_:
nuria, you just made my night
thanks
you are a super person
i'm sure you are
wish i knew you knew you

Wednesday Dec 17, 2003

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I ate deliciously greasy chinese for dinner tonight. Hot and sour soup makes me dizzy with glee. Okay, too much Christmas music.

So who's in the spirit?? Eh, me either. It's been dull and my present to my mother was broken during shipment so most of her stuff was ruined. Ahhh, and i'm too cheap to insure stuff. blackeyed

I've been having lesbian sex dreams like...
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zechariah:
I miss you. Take care of yourself and your beautiful name.

love
xoxo
Zechariah
aandee:
SWEET!
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