Everything sucks--I just received several emails on how I'm an idiot and mangaged to unknowingly put my foot in my mouth several times this week (and no, it wasn't just you, promise.) Work sucks soooo fucking bad. I think I'm actually developing a tick or something from all the stress of this week. Plus schools starting back up for me and I'm dreading it--drreeeaaading it....
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fox1:
i hate it went things go arwy... and for the record anyone can be in a movie its all just about getting representation... but i still would rather be behind the camera. ill be a famous director and writer, like james cameran or somone else whos rich and famous and a director...
m1sund3rst0od:
School is starting back up for me also...actually in like 3 1/2 days. i havent' even bought books yet...
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invinoveritas:
can't ever get enough
m1sund3rst0od:
i think nuria disappeared!
So sad.
Whenever a new perspective on life is needed I will remember that somethings in this world are simply incomprehensible and that my petty indifferences are not worth it.
So--my new "new years resolution" will consist of only this; don't take anything for granted--ever.
Whenever a new perspective on life is needed I will remember that somethings in this world are simply incomprehensible and that my petty indifferences are not worth it.
So--my new "new years resolution" will consist of only this; don't take anything for granted--ever.
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arricura:
Amen, so true.
In high school, I once got a chinese fortune that said:
"The only way to love something is to realize that it may be lost."
It's one of the truest statements I've ever heard about love and friendship.
Chin up, sweets. *hugs*
In high school, I once got a chinese fortune that said:
"The only way to love something is to realize that it may be lost."
It's one of the truest statements I've ever heard about love and friendship.
Chin up, sweets. *hugs*
sloane1:
I know, it's so fucked up. 
Ever read Dostoyevski's "The Idiot" ? He talks about not taking things for granted, and how, human nature being what it is, we always end up taking things for granted even when we intend not to: depressing, huh?
Ever read Dostoyevski's "The Idiot" ? He talks about not taking things for granted, and how, human nature being what it is, we always end up taking things for granted even when we intend not to: depressing, huh?
"Control your government or people will want to kill you."
Ah jesus, that shit made me laugh out loud at the CD store today. Well, the masses were out tonight and our little expedition to the land of mall shopping was well worth it. There is a small import store and I loaded up, purchased some beautiful sconces and other things. My house is really...
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Ah jesus, that shit made me laugh out loud at the CD store today. Well, the masses were out tonight and our little expedition to the land of mall shopping was well worth it. There is a small import store and I loaded up, purchased some beautiful sconces and other things. My house is really...
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polly:
it IS hot.. the dvd contains no nudity, its just various burlesque performers dancing around in cute outfits with cute music. 
ps- y0ur profile pic= swoonage
ps- y0ur profile pic= swoonage
sloane1:
Is that the name of a Cd? My favorite CD title I saw recently "Taking Drugs to Make Music to Take Drugs To" 
So a new year is upon us. What will you do different this time around?
xoxo
xoxo
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m1sund3rst0od:
Hey. I'm brooke, one of andrea and monika's mutual friends. I've heard Andrea talk about you, and now monika. They are both very fond of you.
m1sund3rst0od:
thank you for the welcome. 
I'm feeling so wierd today. I've been half asleep all day--not really feeling well or something. I don't know, I have that anxious feeling for whatever reason, just unsure about something. Ah--fuckit, right?
I'm watching Detriot Rock City--I seriously love this movie and every time I watch it, I get all these fuzzies about being a kid, not caring about anything but smoking up and...
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I'm watching Detriot Rock City--I seriously love this movie and every time I watch it, I get all these fuzzies about being a kid, not caring about anything but smoking up and...
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twwly:
i didnt cry at sea biscuit, but i was
THISCLOSE!!!
THISCLOSE!!!
fox1:
not sure if your awake or still dreaming? its the only way to fly..... have a happy new year.
I just got back from snowboarding and can I say humbled. 
We went down some pretty crazy runs on the Austrian/Italy boarder and it was a lot of fun but I'm still pretty new at this so I pretty much fell down the mountain the first few times. And they had no baby runs so I had to go down the super hard ones without...
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We went down some pretty crazy runs on the Austrian/Italy boarder and it was a lot of fun but I'm still pretty new at this so I pretty much fell down the mountain the first few times. And they had no baby runs so I had to go down the super hard ones without...
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_v_:
i'm just love sick
and sad
i miss her
and sad
i miss her
fox1:
sounds brutally fun. good times!
Well I updated my profile picture with my new and improved mop. Yes blondes have more fun, but for some reason when my hair is darker I'm a nicer person... I know that sounded weird.
Well, what did santa bring me you ask? A really awesome wool coat and the most bitchen cell phone ever. My old ones have all been hand me downs with...
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Well, what did santa bring me you ask? A really awesome wool coat and the most bitchen cell phone ever. My old ones have all been hand me downs with...
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zechariah:
I prefer brown hair anyway (and you look gorgeous as always). Id give you a call, but I doubt you'd really have much fun talking to my boring ass.
As for bounty I didnt get anything and I've been having a horrid life lately, but I dont remember being too naughty. Maybe I made God and santa made or something.
Sorry to hear about your lack of holiday lovin. It really is a crying shame. Such a beautiful girl and you didnt get your VERY DUE attention. (excuse me for being crass)
Lotsa love sweetheart
xoxoxo
Zechariah
As for bounty I didnt get anything and I've been having a horrid life lately, but I dont remember being too naughty. Maybe I made God and santa made or something.
Sorry to hear about your lack of holiday lovin. It really is a crying shame. Such a beautiful girl and you didnt get your VERY DUE attention. (excuse me for being crass)
Lotsa love sweetheart
xoxoxo
Zechariah
pinup:
Nice hair! I'm thinkin mine's too dark so I kinda want it like a 'chesnut' colour but I really don't know. So. Yeah. I want to go to a hairstylist and say I DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT - START ME OVER!
A new cell phone! I've been dreaming about having a new hi-tech cell phone for quite a while now. Mine's all old and ancient like back when cell phones started to get smaller but compared to now they're still big. Dumb. And it doesn't do anything cool. It is pink though..
Jenna
I'm thinkin mine's too dark so I kinda want it like a 'chesnut' colour but I really don't know. So. Yeah. I want to go to a hairstylist and say I DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT - START ME OVER!
A new cell phone! I've been dreaming about having a new hi-tech cell phone for quite a while now. Mine's all old and ancient like back when cell phones started to get smaller but compared to now they're still big. Dumb. And it doesn't do anything cool. It is pink though..
Jenna
Buon Natale--feliz navidad--merry fucking christmas... Love and peace to all.
xoxo
**oh and guess who has been smoke free for like two weeks.
xoxo
**oh and guess who has been smoke free for like two weeks.
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azrael_abyss:
Merry Christmas to you and yours as well and congrats on the no smoking deal! I'll follow your lead one day 
and congrats on the no smoking deal! I'll follow your lead one day
invinoveritas:
Muchas Gracias...No puedo sueno porque neccisito un cigarillo de clova tambien...Feliz Navidad, y Feliz ano nuevo!
Today will be better... promise.
xoxo
Oh and this was taken from a journal entry that didn't get much read time:
So my friend from Japan brought in a picture of her relatives to be framed. It was of her great-great grandmother all the way through to her mother as a child. If you looked at her gggrandmothers knuckles and hands they were all tattooed...
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xoxo
Oh and this was taken from a journal entry that didn't get much read time:
So my friend from Japan brought in a picture of her relatives to be framed. It was of her great-great grandmother all the way through to her mother as a child. If you looked at her gggrandmothers knuckles and hands they were all tattooed...
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pinup:
Hi. 
Jenna
Jenna
alisa:
hell yeah that's a kick ass story!! i would love to see the pictures of her hands. that's so cool!!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!! and tons of love to you and yours during this holiday season.
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!! and tons of love to you and yours during this holiday season.
My grandmother raised me. I watched for years as she belittled, degraded, and was sometimes cruel to my Grandfather. He was not quite the intellect that my grandmother was. He was from a small town, grew up with nothing, received his GED at thirty. She was valedictorian of her school, worked for a senator, sang in an internationally acclaimed choir, championed many causes and was...
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zechariah:
Im in a very similar boat to you, unfortunately the person who I mistreat is myself so I understand all to well from both sides of the equation.
What you MUST do, (and this will be very hard to do) is ask for help from the very people whom I am sure you believe you dont deserve help from. They understand that you love them and if you let them know how you feel, they will want to help you (In my opinion I would word your plea as close to possible to your entry as you can minus the I hate myself point) They will help trust me.
I am a very good judge of character (although i have been wrong on occasion) and i know you are a good person. You will get through this I promise.
I have faith in you Kristin.
Please try to trust me.
Zechariah
What you MUST do, (and this will be very hard to do) is ask for help from the very people whom I am sure you believe you dont deserve help from. They understand that you love them and if you let them know how you feel, they will want to help you (In my opinion I would word your plea as close to possible to your entry as you can minus the I hate myself point) They will help trust me.
I am a very good judge of character (although i have been wrong on occasion) and i know you are a good person. You will get through this I promise.
I have faith in you Kristin.
Please try to trust me.
Zechariah
peter_minger:
Don't hate yourself. Just because you find it hard to express your love to those who mean the most to you, doesn't make you a bad person.
You're fucking ace. Just be strong, be positive, and be true to yourself.
You're fucking ace. Just be strong, be positive, and be true to yourself.
So my friend from Japan brought in a picture of her relatives to be framed. It was of her great-great grandmother all the way through to her mother as a child. If you looked at her gggrandmothers knuckles and hands they were all tattooed like crazy. My friend was saying when her grams was a child they still had Samurai in Japan and they would...
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_v_:
that is a rad story
was she super tatted up?
was she super tatted up?