thursday and friday i was feeling the best i had felt in a long time. saturday however...i feel like crap again. total crap. i wasnt able to hang out with the person that made me so happy on thur. and fri. and now theres a situation that complicates my happiness and things with this person. why cant things just start to go right for once and stay right for more than 2 days? apparently i read into things that werent there or that those things werent there to begin with. i know though that there were things there because if i was just friends with the person or she wanted to be just friends that certain things wouldnt have gone on. i could tell that theres something there...i just dont think she realizes it yet or was just giving off the wrong signals. i just hate it when after somethings done people say that they shouldnt have or regret doing certain things. it just makes the person that your telling that to feel like total crap. where are the girls that dont play games? im tired of finding all the wrong ones. i just hope this situation works itself out...i really want it to work cuz i was so happy thursday and friday and hope the happiness can continue.
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i havent been around in forever but yeah that sounds like you saw me. i dont remember but man i was out of it (lack of sleep). ill try to see if you are online sometime today. i have a big break between classes on tuesday/thursdays and generally go have lunch somewhere around campus or in the UC with some friends. you should have lunch with us sometime or come by.