numbfusion

im just confused. i dont know what the hell is going on anymore. i dont know what it is but it just seems like she has stopped caring or lost the feelings for me she once had. she told me once that i was the only one that she felt comfortable with talking about anything and letting me know things she wouldnt tell other people. this just isnt the case...ill ask how things are or if anythings wrong...but nothing...nope nothings wrong she says. i end up finding out later that something was wrong and she didnt wanna tell me and stuff. i dont get it. why say that you can tell me anything and then barely talk to me when we do talk? it doesnt make sense to me. i dont wanna be competing with anyone else either for her affection. if she likes me then i hope she tells me. if she doesnt like me i hope she tells me. if there are other people she is also interested in i hope she tells me. im coming back up there in a week to where she is and want to be with her more than anything ive ever wanted before. why is this so confusing?
if you have any advice...please give it.