numberone

Angry Journal Entry: Take 1

You know just say the fucking word and I will never ask you for a fucking thing again. I don't need anything from anyone. I asked you for a ride because I knew that when you left you would be going by my house. Especially since two weeks ago you referred to me as your best friend this in fact would not be a problem. All you had to do was say no and I would have fucking found my own way home. I don't know how I feel about all of this. I don't know that I will help you move next weekend. Fuck that.
One other thing I need to state here is that I should have said what I just wrote to her. Initial things that make me absolutely livid afterwards always just make me feel bad at first. I need to get angry right away. I need to just confront shit. If she doesn't want to give me a ride just fucking say so. Everyone was fucking leaving anyways. From now on I will walk....everywhere. Or just stay home and be friggin miserable. The fucking first thing she asked me was how I got there, who gave me a ride. FUCK YOU.