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Tuesday Oct 24, 2006

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I'm so tired of this fucking railroad barreling through my life again.

why do I do it to myself, make myself hurt like this, I must enjoy the pain.

the apetals of my mind of unfolding make the transition much easier into aht eabiss

I hate, this, so here I go again.

touch me, make me feel like a thousand bullets are licking at my brain... feed me the abyss withe a chocolate coating... make me wish I was gone again... Make me wretch in pain and scrape at the tunnel walls and echo out a smooth howl like the wind into my brain... Here I go again. writhing in the blood and rolling in the cheapening effect of life that we all loath and push into the back of our mind.

I feel so tired, the way the rain comes down, is how I feel inside.

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