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Saturday Jul 15, 2006

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Letting go.

I wonder why letting go feels so much better then holding on. I let go again today and it felt really good.

But if you let too much go life sorta turns to shit.

Controlled bursts, that's what it's all about, you get to let go a lot and yet you have the control during that period of time that keeps life on track and running perfectly, then you can let go again and feel that wonderfull feeling of letting go multple times.

spent several days attempting to blow smoke rings, then realised the key was short controled bursts, which seemed to work pretty well.

Control, quick bursts, then release. It applies to so much in life, including life itself, your born, live quick and controlled, then the major release at the end.

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