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Thursday Jun 22, 2006

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Been workin' alot...

I stopped smoking, I started in a different way.

Everything that's bad for me I feel attracted to. There are so many other people in this world attracted to the same things that taint my existance.

Today I heard a portishead song on the radio and it sent me into a new dimension, lapping up the sunlight with my eyes, I even got all tingly. I haven't had a whole lot new in my life since my last blog entry. I haven't had a lot new in my life for years.

I feel sort of like a pirate, sailing the waves of time, stealing bits of life from other ships along the way. My online name fits me so well I'll probably never give it up, it means I asked for an interface to a container and it came back with nothing. (in a particular language with a particular technology) Most of my life I've been asking for something to provide an interface into my container to find out whats inside and I keep getting nothing back as a response.

Some times the gentle shades of nothing come out pretty, even though the outside of the container is dull, ordinary, old, and well abused.

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