nuke

I just came back from drug therapy and watched the last episode of Angel.



I have nothing left to live for.

Day 47

I spent most of the weekend cleaning my new crib. I swept up enough dog hair to build a whole new dog. It was gross. Shampooed the carpet and all that good shit. Still have to clean the bathroom, basement, and kitchen.

My new crib is gonna be fresh. It's in the ghetto. STRAIGHT ghetto. Yup, I now live in da hood.

Homie....
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Day 43

I really, really, really hate drug therapy. Really. The instructor is a fuck, it costs too much money, and random piss tests suck.

I might be losing my job soon. I work at the Funny Bone Comdey club as a promoter. I call people at work all day and ask them if they want free tickets. Oh, anyone from Indianapolis who's interested and...
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Day 42

I used to have this friend named Allen. He was cool. He was also kinda crazy. If you've ever seen Fear & Loathing in Las Vegas, he kinded reminded me of Johnny Depp in that movie. Same bucket hat and extremely wide eyes. Even kinda talked like him. He was always down to get into some crazy shit, drink, or just hang out....
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Day 40

Saw Van Helsing Friday. It was alright. 3 outta 5. Then, went over to Brandi's for Lil Brandys birthday party. Budweiser, Green Apple bacardi (I think), and Vodka. And I didn't even puke or get unruly or anything. Yay me. Hung out at Lok's most of Saturday. Went up to the Emerson for a little while. Saw a bunch of people I've not...
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Too much alcohol.......

I've added pics of myself in my pics folder. So now you can look at my ugly mug.

-END TRANSMISSION-

"How come these things you say,
They always seem to grow and haunt me?

I'd give you everything,
If you just let me stand beside you.

You seem to think that I,
Would let things slide and have you change me,

This darkness just won't go away
No light, inside for me to shine on today
Nothing but darkness in me."

I love that song....
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Day 27

It's time for random meaningful song lyrics.

"A pack a day to get me by
An ounce of weed to keep me high

And alcohol still numbs the pain
Some things in life just never change

I don't know but I've been told
You live this way you won't grow old

How addiction hits so quick
These bad habits are hard to quit."...
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Day 26

Went to Columbus yesterday. Saw Dark Lotus. The show was fuckin awesome. They did all my favorites except "I Hurt Myself" "Graverobbers" and "Drunken Ninja Master." But the show was still great. Saw a bunch of people I hadn't seen in a while. It was funny talkin to Scrubby Josh. He's my striaght edge friend. When I told him I hadn't smoked weed...
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