nuke

This is what PMVirgin posted about me in the say something nice thread:

"He breaks popular threads and might get fired from work?
The man is a Risk Taker - He's like catnip to the ladies... "

I was umaware I broke popular threads. But there I go being oblivious again. Silly me.

I'm just gonna chalk this one up to the recent rash of me feeling out of place where ever I go or whatever I do. I've become very secluded and esoteric. I've been distancing myself from pretty much everyone I know. I was at work the other day, being quiet, which, apparently, isn't like me. My friend Amanda asked me what was wrong, and I told that we'd known each other a year now, she should know by now that I never wanna talk about it. Then she started telling me how that was bad for because one day I'm just gonna blow up on someone who doesn't deserve it. I told her she was wrong, and then proceeded to antagonize her on how she handles stress. She didn't take it well.

I just do not like discussing my problems with other people. I am of the sound mind that I am capable of finding the solution myself. Funny thing is, I don't even remember what the hell my problem was that day. Prolly just a down day.

So I might get fired. Apparently I'v been slackin off too much, comin in late, takin extra breaks, blah blah blah... I guess if I work harder, I can keep the job, I just don't know if I wanna. I hate workin. The whole process is highly frustrating and only makes sense for a limited few, which begs the question, Why?

Ah fuck, I'm startin to ramble. I'll just stop now.

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