nuka

So this past month has been a cluster fuck of crazy. I have now dubbed it the month (and now month and a half+ongoing) from hell. After my car accident everything started falling apart. All my plans to stay in Savannah were dashed with no car. I tried really hard to stay but my landlord had already rented the place out I was staying at and I couldn't find a job with no car (my area is not the best so walking everywhere was not an option) I kept breaking things in school to the point where I truly wanted to get a tattoo on my finger that says "I break things"

Though I had awesome people around me to help fix it. I finally started making friends and started a D&D game before the month of hell and now I had to leave it all behind. Somewhere inside it just killed me to leave.
Now I am living at my parents place (back near philly) which is horrible. My parents are obviously unhappy and my mom seems to like to get on my case about everything I do wrong. No matter what I do I seem to fail at life...so yeah...yay bitchfest!
Anyway there is a lot more but I just don't have the heart to go through it right now. On top of all that my birthday is next week...the 20th! woo fucking hoo! my mom didn't really seem to care and I have given up hope of having a good birthday since the last couple of years have been awful.
I have been trying really hard to keep it together but I know I just have to press on.
Now is the time I have to get a summer job to get enough money to move out and work on my portfolio so I can actually get a job in video games...woo...so yeah...
love you all and miss you...sorry I haven't been responding to messages...I will once I feel better.
~Nuka <3
P.S. whoever posted one of my nude pictures on tumblr is a dick. I know it is inevitable when you post naked pics of yourself anywhere but it was the worst possible fucking timing...thanks...