i love how positive all of my blogs are...
a girl i went to high school with was just killed in a car accident and i'm kind of freaking out. not because we were all that close, but because all i can think about is "that could have been me." and how my life isn't anywhere near what i hope it will be when i die. or that it could have been someone that i care about and how i am not mentally stable enough to handle that right now since my dad just died in october. things like this make me freak out because i dont feel old enough or strong enough to handle the things that life throws at people my age. it just makes me freak out about growing up and getting old(er). it makes me not want to.
on top of having that to think about, i'm stressed out about just about everything else in my life right now.
a girl i went to high school with was just killed in a car accident and i'm kind of freaking out. not because we were all that close, but because all i can think about is "that could have been me." and how my life isn't anywhere near what i hope it will be when i die. or that it could have been someone that i care about and how i am not mentally stable enough to handle that right now since my dad just died in october. things like this make me freak out because i dont feel old enough or strong enough to handle the things that life throws at people my age. it just makes me freak out about growing up and getting old(er). it makes me not want to.
on top of having that to think about, i'm stressed out about just about everything else in my life right now.
artiekgb:
I hear you. I seem to be constantly in a state of evaluating my life and not thinking that I am doing enough, or what if ___ had happened to me. It is the curse of an active mind to over anylize.