nparis

Don't know what I got myself into with this one. Not what I intended thatS for sure. But what am I supposed to to. I'm trappe being the good guy. Unable to turn my back on someone when they ask something of me. It's not in my nature to go for what I want. It's not in my nature to say a negative word about anyone. Even if that's what need to happen. So I'm stuck here, dealing with all these unfamiliar people but all too familiar problems. I feel like I have to get the fuck out of here or I will find myself in a trap. With only one way out of this mess. I don't want to relapse. I need to get the fuck out I here...
Ugh fuck my life right now and my shitty decisions. Lets see what happens now.