npagan2

Soooo.... it's sunday..... not much to do, as usual. Just laying in bed til about noon. Haven't done that in forever. Wish someone could join me. I could really use a cuddle buddy right now It's still a little hard to believe that I'm finished w/ class. That I am officially a 2171.... no more homework, no more tests, no more long hours of waiting...
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My last weekend at fort lee has begun....... I'm glad I'm finally getting outa here, but the whole being alone thing still has me bummed. Especially since all the most amazing women ( you know who you are) either live far away, are married, or both. That's just my luck though..... guess I should be used to it by now.

Ouch...... my back is killing me. Went to medical for it this morning, and as usual they just threw some pills at me. So chances are I won't be getting any better. I really could use that massage

Longest day of my life....... was up all night preparing for the wall locker inspection...... running on about an hour of sleep and no caffeine. And I have a field day tonight..... fun. What I really need is a nice massage.... I'm sore all over. Any volunteers? :-P I'll return the favor 10 fold Lol.... wishful thinking again.

Another day, another mindless, meaningless task to perform...... I have to arrange all of my uniform items in some neat and orderly fashion, then dress in my service uniform and be inspected. I guess the supposed purpose is to make sure we have all of our uniforms, but I can think of more efficient ways this can be achieved. What do I know though, I'm...
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*sigh*...... it seems one bad day just runs into the next...... i wish i at least had someone to talk to. Is it so much to ask to have someone to talk to, to get to know, to possibly be with? These days it just seems like women go for exactly what they know will hurt them. And I'm left all alone to wallow in...
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Long, never-ending day...... sucks...... wish I had someone to cuddle with......

It's a problem when people who barely know you know how impossible it is for you to find a woman..... I just wish someone that's not married and has 5 kids would be attracted to me :-P I mean, I COOK FOR GOD'S SAKE!!!

Females...... why are they so fickle and indecisive? One minute they want you, the next minute you're not their type, and the next minute they wanna know why you're so upset at them. Every time you give them exactly what they want, what they want completly changes. I think even if a female told me I am exactly what they want and really meant it...
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The end of another horrible week. Hurt my back, pretty badly. It hurts to do just about anything. Stressing out over just about everything. Just wish I had someone to help me feel better.

Feels like the closer I get to leaving this place, the worse my days become. Multiple formations a day just because, hazing, constant insults and disrespect...... Only thing that keeps me going is the thought that in a couple a weeks it'll be over. That day never seems to be soon enough. And being alone for so long doesn't help the situation either. It sucks...
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