A lot of what I write about it pure fucking bullshit because I know that nobody reads this shit. The facts are that I'm a single male in a fast-paced world that I just don't seem to get; I'm a lost soul. I'm lucky to have been hired by this german-owned company, and I'll be lucky to keep the job 3 monthes unless I take...
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I've had this strange realization about my life. I'm at a point where I've never been before, a point at which I have the ability to control my own destiny. It's a comforting feeling...

It's strange when you reach new social-economic levels, the way we naturally let our status change ourselves socially. You have a desire to adapt to your new surroundings; You wish others...
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Lamb of God goddamn it. They have a message, and it's psuedo-religious. It's in the spirit of america's religious freedom, but it's total atheism. It's saying a big fuck you to the religious fanatics in the world. Muslims, christians, hindus, confusians. Take a look for yourself, it is true new american gospel.

Another week. I went to sleep early last night, and when I woke up I was thinking about the wierdest shit. Looking ahead to when my parents will die, looking backwards to all my friends whom I have lost to the sands of time. I don't think it's about regret, but it's about missing a part of myself. Terrible fucking feeling. I don't know, maybe...
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I've found something that challenges me on a different level; a potential that I have not yet reached. It'll be interesting to see how this drives my ambition. I have a few obsticles to overcome, and this isn't purely intellectual. In a practical sense, this is what I need.

Booze and hookers. That says it all, I had a great friday night. Although they weren't...
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Mid-week, fuck. The new job is going well. Going to start bling blinging once I get a few paychecks. I need to change. A wise man told me that life's not about money, you have to do what you are inspired by. Inspiration, movitation, conviction, education, and seduction. Those are driving goals which I have formulated, and to which I must strive.

Blah! Getting too...
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My weekend went well, but as we all know, it goes by too fast when you're having fun. I went to A-street with my cousins and their friends. Danced with some hotties, got hit on by a few, but nonetheless, went home alone. The fun part was hanging out with my cousin's, one of which I haven't gone out with in over a year. Blah!...
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Life isn't worth enjoying unless there is someone to enjoy it with. The fucking, the drugs, the jobs, and the times will all come and go; Nothing compares to this.

Maybe the ending theme of Fifth Element is why it's my favorite movie. Maybe it's because there's a woman in it that's, not only beautiful, but gives hope. I don't live, I merely survive, but...
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America's challenge of today has forged man's destiny of tomorrow.
Commander Eugene Cernan, Apollo 17

Lamb of God motherfuckers. Hells yeah.

It's early, too early. I couldn't sleep because I don't have air conditioning and it was too damn hot.

I have learned a new lesson recently, keep things short and sweet.

Lamb of God is on a summer tour and they are coming to Rochester. Goddamn, this is fucking great news... My favorite band in existance. The truth shall be revealed!