All these years of struggling to find yourself, and when you finally do you realize you are standing alone, bored and self-absorbed. Life's hell, ain't it?

I fucked up my back somehow, but I don't understand how. It hurts like a bitch, and I'm angry as hell about it.

[RANT]
America, land of profits and 'imagined' competition. I hate hearing 'Companies must be more competitive, it is a tough marketplace.' Yeah, that's because we did it to ourselves. Americans, in an attempt to skim every last profit into that quarter's financial report, have given jobs to foreign countries. Everything is cheaper in those countries basically because it's not being done in the richest country in the world. Corporate executives screwed themselves into a competitive market just so some rich fuck in a million dollar house could get a new yatch and more options on his new BMW. Competition was dreamt up by an american, and has ended up screwing ourselves. We could have kept the jobs here and taxed foreign corporations that are the source of competition. By the government fixing the marketplace to level the grounds for american corporations, there would be equal competition and americans would not have to work for meaningless wages and without healthcare in the name of competition. I wish some of these executives would take an economics course someday instead of taking the job from their daddy with no prior education or experience. [END RANT]