noxeos

My life has finally returned to normality. The bad part about this is, obviously, I am not used to normality. It makes me feel like there is a rat stuck inside my head trying to claw it's way out. The more I think about it though, there is no escape from myself. Moving doesn't really change things. The places I've been thinking about moving to are Colorado or California; however, the time isn't right. I need to realize what it is that I've been struggling to identify and face it head on. And this isn't about women, or going back to college, this is something deeper that seems to touch my soul. Well, I'll let you all know if I ever find it (And it's definately not religion or politics).

I know who I am, it's just hard for me to take into perspective how others view me. I think it has something to do with that, but I'll be damned if I change myself to try and fit it. It's one of those strong convictions that I have (I once dated a girl with just as strong a view on the same subject, shouldn't have let that one get away )

I feel like dumping what's in my head right now, unfortunately I just don't have the time tonight. Damn.

Later ppl. Have a goddamn great day!