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July 4th! Beer and barbeque for all!

Oh my fucking god. Lamb of God was insane! A little fact that I didn't know until last night is that it was their first Rochester show. I got a little tear when I heard the news, being a small part of history and all. lol.

I went to the show with my cousin Mike. A few hot ass bitches, surprisingly nonsasaugefest for a metal...
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I got a new checkbook cover with an american flag in all black. That suits me, and if I ran this country, we'd have a black flag, with the good ol' stars and stripes too. We'd have to rename this country to something more suiting however, like the Imperial Republic of Northern America, or the American Empire... you know, something more suiting to modern times....
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Sitting in my basement listening to the music that warms my soul, the band formly known as Burn The Priest, contemplating my future researching the career field in which I find myself immersed viewing naked women about to continue reading a book on the basics of low voltage wiring and systems foreshadowing my deep desire of a concert this weekend eating jalapeno flavored pringles...
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A lot of what I write about it pure fucking bullshit because I know that nobody reads this shit. The facts are that I'm a single male in a fast-paced world that I just don't seem to get; I'm a lost soul. I'm lucky to have been hired by this german-owned company, and I'll be lucky to keep the job 3 monthes unless I take...
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I've had this strange realization about my life. I'm at a point where I've never been before, a point at which I have the ability to control my own destiny. It's a comforting feeling...

It's strange when you reach new social-economic levels, the way we naturally let our status change ourselves socially. You have a desire to adapt to your new surroundings; You wish others...
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Lamb of God goddamn it. They have a message, and it's psuedo-religious. It's in the spirit of america's religious freedom, but it's total atheism. It's saying a big fuck you to the religious fanatics in the world. Muslims, christians, hindus, confusians. Take a look for yourself, it is true new american gospel.

Another week. I went to sleep early last night, and when I woke up I was thinking about the wierdest shit. Looking ahead to when my parents will die, looking backwards to all my friends whom I have lost to the sands of time. I don't think it's about regret, but it's about missing a part of myself. Terrible fucking feeling. I don't know, maybe...
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I've found something that challenges me on a different level; a potential that I have not yet reached. It'll be interesting to see how this drives my ambition. I have a few obsticles to overcome, and this isn't purely intellectual. In a practical sense, this is what I need.

Booze and hookers. That says it all, I had a great friday night. Although they weren't...
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Mid-week, fuck. The new job is going well. Going to start bling blinging once I get a few paychecks. I need to change. A wise man told me that life's not about money, you have to do what you are inspired by. Inspiration, movitation, conviction, education, and seduction. Those are driving goals which I have formulated, and to which I must strive.

Blah! Getting too...
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My weekend went well, but as we all know, it goes by too fast when you're having fun. I went to A-street with my cousins and their friends. Danced with some hotties, got hit on by a few, but nonetheless, went home alone. The fun part was hanging out with my cousin's, one of which I haven't gone out with in over a year. Blah!...
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Life isn't worth enjoying unless there is someone to enjoy it with. The fucking, the drugs, the jobs, and the times will all come and go; Nothing compares to this.

Maybe the ending theme of Fifth Element is why it's my favorite movie. Maybe it's because there's a woman in it that's, not only beautiful, but gives hope. I don't live, I merely survive, but...
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