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Thursday Feb 19, 2004

Feb 19, 2004
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I had a very strange dream again last night.
I remember bits and pieces from it.
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I, and a few other people, who seemed to mostly be asian, were in some kind of martial arts school in some forested kind of area next to a cliff that led down to this big brown lake with trees all over the sides of it. This girl who was in this school jumped off the cliff, we all feared for her life because we thought the waters contained predator like things.
(For a frame of reference here, this part of the dream was like a movie almost)
We saw an alligator in a tree, and it jumped down into the water and attacked her. We saw the alligator bite her from behind and we were all worried about her, but then she somehow killed the alligator. Then she ripped out one of it's eyes and put it over one of her own, like a contact. Her eye became the deepest crimson color and was kind of evil looking. Then our master's (I guess) voice boomed down and he said something like "You are the one who'll be the assassin."
After that, this asian guy in our school was always cooking food for us, and it was great food too, the menus had huge fish steaks on them and all kinds of stuff. People came from all over to eat at our martial arts school. After that I was for some reason in some kind of wooden floating thing attatched to a pole. There was a girl from the school there also attached to a pole. There was another room on this floating thing in which there was a fat kid also attached to a pole. Then the wooden thing sank. The girl and I freed ourselves. Then there was some ominous guy there and we were looking all over for the fat kid. We never found him but later there was a cutscene that showed him coming out of the river on a bank and looking over at us. He said something, I forgot what it was. We all felt sorry for him, almost afraid.
Then I was going down this river, I guess my mom was sort of there but not physically. There were all these snakes, of various sizes and colors. Some of them were very short and had 3 heads. Some of them were long and orange. Some were extremely brightly colored. There were lots and lots of them. Somehow I was telling my mom that I didn't like snakes.
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Then I was smoking a cigarette somewhere, and my dad and his dad were there. We started driving down a road, and we stopped and they opened my door. A truck stopped behind me and they asked me if I wanted to put $1000 down on this truck for when the owner traded it in. I didn't want to do this but then I realized the owner might be interested in buying a starter for some kind of massive grill. We went to a store and browsed the massive grill selection there. He decided he didn't want to buy our starter.
--
That's what I remember.
--

"But they are not what I feel when I am alone
Surrounded by everything and nothing
And there isn't a word or phrase to be caught
A verse to be recited
A man to de-fill my being in those moments
I am blankness that contains center of an 'O'
The paramedic containment of an 'A'
I stand in the middle of all that I have learned
All that I have memorized
All that I've known by heart
Unable to reach any of it"
yuriel:
Poor guy i feel yer pain. Hope shit is going well yo. *hugs shrugs*
EL SUICIDO LOCO
long fantasies eh? ... heh i have tons of long fantasies... but... like i forget about them all because they all cause me too much pain... too unrealistic... simple as pie but unrealistic... hmm.
yeah and shit. biggrin
Sayanora Suckah!
Feb 19, 2004
yuriel:
Me two... GIVE ME BOOZE! NOW! wink
Feb 19, 2004

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