I've come to the conclusion that i'm actually terrified of anything happening to Kalem, His mother has just Asked/Told me that her grandmother wants to take him away in a caravan for a few nights, I was like But...What....The....But......ermmmm.. I couldnt give her a straight answer, with which she blows her top (as per usual) I dunno but I just think she sees me as a permanent babysitter and not his actual father, I mean he has only been living with me for 2 fucking years godammit!!! i've looked after and raised him since he was 6 months old and in actual fact I have done so since he was born.....Maybe I am overreacting? Maybe I should just let him go and if anything does happen then it will prove it wont it? 
lolliepop:
oh dear sweetie. it is hard to let go but i think u need to think it through logically and go with your instinct. if you dont think he'll be safe dont let him go xxx