Why do all the shite things come at once?
NVQ is pissin me off, after all of the drama of havin an assessor not havin an assessor yadda yadda I now have 4 weeks or its my job and i have near enough a full NVQ level 2 to do, Kalems mum told me off for havin a dirty house earlier, even tho she's not seen the rest of it, still gets me that she can tell me what to do after 2 years, but i wanna keep on good terms with her so I asked Vicky for some help to tidy it up tomorrow, even tho i'm gonna be high as a Kite after havin yet ANOTHER tooth removed. I can slowly feel things gettin on top of me again and its so hard to resist drinking and smoking, gettin to the gym has become less frequent as I'm stressed tryin to find an easy way to get my work done. I dunno it just looks too hard for me. I cant concentrate on it. I actually feel physically sick right now i'm that wound up.
meh tomorrow be a new day
apologies for the emo bulletin folks!!
mind you if i do stay i have a job for 6 weeks. starts in a couple weeks. but i'm homesick i guess