Why do all the shite things come at once?
NVQ is pissin me off, after all of the drama of havin an assessor not havin an assessor yadda yadda I now have 4 weeks or its my job and i have near enough a full NVQ level 2 to do, Kalems mum told me off for havin a dirty house earlier, even tho she's not...
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I am in the shit at work, I have like 4 weeks to do almost an Entire NVQ or I'm gettin sacked from work, I have been fucked around so much with this thing that its really getting me down, Now the assessor is saying its all my fault!! Seriously fucked off with the whole thing, I am just gonna make it up as I...
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lylee:
if i peed or barfed i wouldnt make you clean it up...
It seems that I'm no longer 'Economically Viable' where my so-called friends are concerned, Being a Single Father, I dont really get the oppurtunity to get out much, I also work Part time so that takes up a lot of my free time as well.
I just feel like my friends dont want me hanging around with them anymore, I know a lot of you...
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1111finnley:
friends do suck. but only when they dont know how to deal with a situation. Sometimes my friends are like that - especially when i told them i wanted to do SG! it was suddenly like they didnt know how to act around me so they didnt invite me out either.
Tell them to grow up and that they should respect you MORE for taking on the position of single dad.
If they cant see that you're more of a man than they are, tell them to fuck off instead
Tell them to grow up and that they should respect you MORE for taking on the position of single dad.
If they cant see that you're more of a man than they are, tell them to fuck off instead
shiro:
grrrrrr thats makes me angry when friends are like that and don't think.
whats wrong with staying in and hanging out with mates. i love a good night in with loads of junk food and a good film and some wine but in your case milk. hmmm milk is good though esp with nesquick powder stuff mmmmmmmm milkshakes
xx
whats wrong with staying in and hanging out with mates. i love a good night in with loads of junk food and a good film and some wine but in your case milk. hmmm milk is good though esp with nesquick powder stuff mmmmmmmm milkshakes
xx
A couple of weeks has passed since my last blog, Things are getting slightly surreal around here, First off let me tell you all, I have:
A) Given up smoking
B) Given up Drinking
C) Decided to become celibate for a while
Now your probably thinking ok quitting drinking and smoking is ok! but Celibacy? Well the reason I have chosen not to pursue the...
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A) Given up smoking
B) Given up Drinking
C) Decided to become celibate for a while
Now your probably thinking ok quitting drinking and smoking is ok! but Celibacy? Well the reason I have chosen not to pursue the...
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dollface_killah:
I did the celebicy thing for a while. It will do you good with so much chaos in your life. I ended up being more aware of who I let into my personal space. Decisions become more thought over. It eventually gives you the freedom to pick and choose who you want to be with. You dont feel like you need to fill that need for attachment. A really good friend once told me that "Suffering comes from attachment". If you think about it, it's totally true. In the end....I met the person that I want to spend the rest of my life with. I have never been this happy. Stay committed to your personal control. It sucks at first, but its good for the soul.
oxox
oxox
Urgghhhh, I'm gettin a tooth removed under sedation today, I'm not really afraid of anything, but I have to say that Dentists freak me the fuck out!! It all stems from when I was a child I think when I had this Gas Anaesthesia and they ended up restraining me when i was about 12 I was actually pinned down by nurses while they took...
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novocainesmile:
yeah i'm fyuckin high asa kite now with a swollen face lol!! it feels pretty neat actually!! 
gypsyphoenix:
Hope you're feeling better, or at least have some good drugs.
Its been a long time since I last wrote here, There have been lots of Ups and Downs (mainly downs) Christmas came and went without too much hassle, New Years I spent alone, Got screwed over by another female of the species (when will I learn???) Decided that I am gonna take a sabbatical on tryin to find anyone decent!! I hate my job and...
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loobyloo:
Hey hunni, you are only 32 can't possibly be a mid life crisis yet, just a blip on the road to happiness.
Hope things get cheerier for you soon though
Hope things get cheerier for you soon though
All last night I had these Dreams/Nightmares that there were people in my bed, I was half awake and I could feel them poking me in the sides and I could sense that they wanted to take Kalem from me, I had Sleep Paralysis and when I did eventually move to go get him from his Cot, It was like running through Tar!
Now I've...
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xalicex:
id be shitting it.....way way tooo creepy
cate:
Sleep paralyisis is some scary shit.
That sounds like some serious dreaming.
That sounds like some serious dreaming.
Just a bit of an update, nothin really interesting has been happening lately, went out for halloween, was pretty fun, have had some strange women problems! Lesbian kisses? Absolute Stunners telling me how Perfect I am n shit!! Very Surreal....Have also fell back in love with Slipknot and cannot stop listening to Gently and Surfacing! must be a phase I am going through ha ha...
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xalicex:
what are himsa like? i heard one saong a while back and liked it alot but ive not heard anymore of there stuff....
akemi:
who doesnt keep falling back in love with slipknot? uv got to love those crazy kids...men xx
well things are lookin up for me!! I recently got back talking to the guy who was an arsehole to me, so we're cool again, my ex is still somewhat of a pain at times but we're gettin there slowly with us talkin a lot more, other than that things are goin ok!! oh here is a pic of me that I took last night!!
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liv:
it was a surprise even for me
it was a surprise even for me 
sureality:
So I noticed you dug the last bailey set! If you are interested you can read about behind the scenes info in my Oct. 31st journal entry. So did you notice the burning car? Most people mised it. ITs our fun little "plant".
Changed my Alias as I was bored with it, I also added a couple of new folders to my pictures, more artwork to come, I am still in the process of doing tattoo flash sheets but will post pictures as I finish them hope you like em!! 
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novocainesmile:
lmao your pure lovin the bands!!
Yeah is it Ken you were drinking with? He's really cool I met him at Sounds of the Underground over here a few months back, I remember meeting Howard about 4 years ago on their first UK tour with him in the band!! But then again I've met some quite famous people including DIMEBAG!! He shook my hand in Manchester and asked me how I was doing coz i was waiting near the tour bus for hours
Yeah is it Ken you were drinking with? He's really cool I met him at Sounds of the Underground over here a few months back, I remember meeting Howard about 4 years ago on their first UK tour with him in the band!! But then again I've met some quite famous people including DIMEBAG!! He shook my hand in Manchester and asked me how I was doing coz i was waiting near the tour bus for hours
savage:
You did indeed pop my SG comment cherry, 
novocainesmile:
Art that I have drawn or like.
I cannot abide Men who think that its ok to Hit women or push them around!!
Last night I got a phone call on my mobile number from a number I thought I recognised but wasnt 100% sure, Now I've heard tales that this guy who my friend is seeing is a bit of a jealous psycho, when I answered the phone I could here...
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Last night I got a phone call on my mobile number from a number I thought I recognised but wasnt 100% sure, Now I've heard tales that this guy who my friend is seeing is a bit of a jealous psycho, when I answered the phone I could here...
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mind you if i do stay i have a job for 6 weeks. starts in a couple weeks. but i'm homesick i guess