november13

Thank you everyone for your nice words. I had to freak out for a minute. This craziness has been going on forever and I finally have the strength to move on. I realized I stopped loving him last June but still tried to hold things together for the sake of our son. I realize now that being without him is going to be better for our son. I want him to grow up with parents that aren't constantly fighting and if we are not around one another, we can't fight.
I met an amazing friend, Brandon, who is going through the exact same thing with his ex-wife. Its so nice to have someone to talk to that understands 100%. Plus he has a son 2 months younger than mine. They like each other and have play dates at the park. It's like life is finally starting to look up.
I bought my brothers car today too. He wasn't making his payments and it was about to get repo'd. So I decided since I need a new car (the ex took mine back) I would bail him out of his predicament. Instead of making payments though I bought it outright. I am incredibly proud of myself for that. I have never owned a car before that wasn't a heap of shit. LOL
Wow I am blabbing my mouth off. Sorry. LOL Night night guys. Thanks again for all the love and support. It helps to know there are people with souls out there.