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november13

Colorado Springs

Hopeful Since 2009

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Thursday Apr 16, 2009

Apr 16, 2009
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I am sooo tired lately. I think my life is draining me. LOL I have had one day off this month so far. Bleh. My motto has been "I can rest when I die" I just want to succeed in life. I want to succeed in modeling and I want for people to be proud of me and look up to me. I just had the worst last few years ever. My husband (soon to be ex) and I are going through a divorce. I try to be civilized and nice but he refuses. I don't understand. I hope he can find happiness in whatever he does. I just don't understand how he can have such hatred towards me. I am doing what I've always dreamed. I love to model and even if he doesn't like it why cant he just be happy that I am happy?! Plus we have a child together so we are kinda bound together for a while. Oh well sorry to drag on and be negative. This has sure helped to vent/whine a bit.
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kurotenmei:
My god, you're gorgeous!

I'm sure you'll succeed in modelling, regardless of whether you have the support of your husband, he obviously has his own issues to deal with. He's not worth your time if he can't even attempt yo see the situation from your perspective.

Thanks for the add.
Apr 19, 2009
grahamfacekillah:
well howdy new friend and fellow Scorpio. I am awaiting your hopeful set. you are a cutie love
Apr 19, 2009

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