Today was overall a good day. I just feel like I don't know what to do about a situation i've been avoiding in my life for a long time now...there are so many emotions and thoughts going through my head and I don't know how to situate everything. It's really confusing to be in a state of mind that's so unrealistic, but at the same time it's what i'm used to, it's what i'm comfortable with. I don't know, I have a lot of things I need to try to figure out...
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giggles:
i hope you can do that
atlea:
i went through something similar not too long ago. Sometimes, these things happen so you can get to the next stage. Sometimes you go back, cause your not ready. but sooner or later we all have to grow up a little, and it fucking sucks. Till you realise that you made improvements, and even though you lose a bit of innocence, your gain a little something else. sorry to get all philosophical, now that i read it i dont even know if it relates. so...um... woohoo the sun is out? 