notquiteapinup

I'm tired of thinking and talking about boys (okay, well, not really... but it takes up too much of my time), so here's something completely different:

i don't think i'll ever cease to be amazed by how horrible women treat each other.
the things we do out of insecurity... the shit we put other girls through because we simply do not feel good in our own skin. it makes me feel quite ill.
i'm pretty sure a mini rant won't change the way girls behave. but still, i don't approve.

that said- i'm lucky to have some amazing women in my life.
i'm much better at pushing them away then letting them close... but i hope that they really do know how much i adore them, and how lost i'd be with out them.

(and yes, i did cross post this to my myspace blog... i'm not fealing creative enough to write something different )

and, because i break my own rules:

more about chicago trip next blog... but.. i'm still going... october needs to get here faster!