notquiteapinup

a quick update: I'm sorry that I've been cryptic, but things are finally feeling better, even if they aren't actually looking up.
i'm sure i'll fill you all in eventually.
but... thank you for your comments, and e-mails and text messages. its nice to not feel alone (and i had no idea how many people pay attention. it was like getting hugged alot, at random...all week... by people that i like)

Today was a good day
so that's what i'm going to talk about.
I've been going to yoga class almost daily... i'm all sore... and spending alot of time with my friend Steve (who i've known since i was 14, he just moved down the street from me! its like highschool all over again!). We've decided to just get out there and do stuff in *our* city that we haven't done. So today... we went to the aquarium! it was pretty much only fun because i was with him... and we're both giant children... the aquarium was lame- they had a whole room full of trout. yep. trout.
i was not impressed.
but i did manage to get some good pictures

proof that i still exist (and am a nerd...) :

but i'm not the only nerd! This is steve... i dunno if he wants me to pimp him out in a picture when he's making this face, but he IS single ladies and is actually pretty cute...when he's not making this face... :

and... my favorite thing in the aquarium (besides the trout?!?!?):

a fake set of orangutans, that you're apparently not supposed to feed. hehe.

ok.
i love you guys thanks for being there!