notquiteapinup

so. the last few day have been not okay.
i think i want to quit my job.
i KNOW i want to quit my job.
so...here is the plan.
I want to get paid to be naked.
yep. First off- I'm going to art model. which will be fun AND educational
2nd... and this is where i need the help of all of my awesome internet friends...
i think i'd like to be on a cam site.
i dont know how it works. I dont know what the money looks like.
i just know that... in 10 years no one is gonna pay me to shake my boobs around (okay, maybe SOMEONE will... but still).
so. friends. help?

also- i'll be working on my OWN art while this is going on. trying to get a body of work big enough to snag a gallery show or something. anything to have some sort of creative freedom.

and in response to my last blog:

i will totally keep posting nerdy phone cam pictures if it means that i get to be the cheese in a faye and ultimatelewser sandwich. ::swoon::


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