notoriousmilsurpgeek

I just love that all the plans i make fall apart. That no matter how I try to improve things they just blow up in my fucking face. I try and keep going. I keep trying to just make it through another day until i can see her again. Yet after all the times i get told to never give up i find it really means dont even bother. I try to be the best I can but i can only do so much goddamnit. I hate the feeling of knowing I fucked up and keep fucking up...but dont tell me that we'll make it through this when you really want me to just let go.