I just love that all the plans i make fall apart. That no matter how I try to improve things they just blow up in my fucking face. I try and keep going. I keep trying to just make it through another day until i can see her again. Yet after all the times i get told to never give up i find it really means dont even bother. I try to be the best I can but i can only do so much goddamnit. I hate the feeling of knowing I fucked up and keep fucking up...but dont tell me that we'll make it through this when you really want me to just let go.
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Thursday
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Monday
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Friday
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Tuesday
Finally getting some where with moving out! sweet lucifer in hell i… -
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securitay
So recently my family has been a bunch of assholes. Hiding shit, ta… -
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some holiday pics
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that about sums it up.
when you think of someone you love. it only brings back memories…