Wednesday Mar 28, 2007

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As much as I love my job at some times I think it is no small part of my depression. I don't know why but I fucking take jobs way to serious. Maybe it is my more then slightly obsessive nature but I just can not accept failure and I take it all on my own shoulders. It can be rough.

But then at the same time that is what makes me successful. If I just treated a job like a job I would still be some grease ball spinning wrenches with no hope of moving up to where I am now, let alone above that.

Still not feeling much better the thought of another trip to Toronto is not helping either, I leave tomorrow and HOPE to be back in time for Quenchers. I feel like both at work and in my own life I am so far behind I will never catch up and stuff like this only makes it worse.

ARRRRGHHH!!!

trocc:
wish you were doing better, man. you seem to have a pretty good view of your situation and your tendencies, how they affect you. maybe you should do a little brainstorming on how to take small steps to balancing more "life" with your "work". trying to ignore it or change it all at once will never go well.

try and have some fun up north. and remember what i said about the strip clubs. wink
hysanadu:
my sinuses stay out late and keep me up all night with their noise!

sorry to hear you're not feeling great. just remember that the life part mentioned above is always more important than the work part.

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