Bored, drunk, can't sleep. Joy, of joys, of joys.. Not only that but I have run out of interweb for the evening. I don;t think I can realisticly get away with another shower wihtout feelign really oppulant and my mind will not shut the fuck up.
A few days ago talking ot a friend my mind vomited up some of my past that I tend not to think about.. even a few things I ha dmagaed to forget about. None of it is good but in a certain way it makes me proud.. I beat the odds when it comes right down to it... I shoudl have burned out long ago but I didn't. Not that I have a great life but it is better then expected.. I mean I stil have a life and that is somehtign right?
Meh, stil not tired. Soembody bore me! Or amuse me, or anything really.....
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I feel the need to edit this to add I am madly in love with Iron Chef Cat Cora. Oh yes I am.
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I remember why I hate school after my class today.
Other students. I hate them for wasting my time and money by whittling away the hours I could be learning asking asinine, repetitive or non applicable questions. Sorry, hate top be a prick but if you do not have any knowledge of the basic principles that allow a diesel engine to operate you probably should not have signed up for a class about a specific model of engine and how to maintain and repair it. Ti s a waste of my time, your time and the instructors time. He has better things to do then teach you what you should have already known when you walked in the door, you are not going to get the full worth of the class and I am getting my time wasted having to listen to him explain stuff to you that you should already know.
Of course my poor mood crosses over to the instructors as well... nothing I enjoy more then when I instructor skirts and issue or tries to redirect your attention because he does not know the answer or 'the company' doe snot want you to know about a problem (the class was run by the manufacture, classes like this almost always ignore or skip over chronic or design issues). even when you ask repetitive and concise questions.
Of course the best part is when they use the breaks, lunch and some of the class to advertise their wares. Yeah, yeah... I know your trucks are great... we own a bunch of them don;t we?
Meh.
Of course all that aside I did enjoy my day.. it was a nice break to do something different and I do enjoy learning. If there where some way for me to become a professional student where I only had to take tech courses I would be all over it.
But I am hella tired now, the schedule change left me lacking for sleep and now I know if I crash now I will be even more messed up tomorrow... forced to stay up am I.
A few days ago talking ot a friend my mind vomited up some of my past that I tend not to think about.. even a few things I ha dmagaed to forget about. None of it is good but in a certain way it makes me proud.. I beat the odds when it comes right down to it... I shoudl have burned out long ago but I didn't. Not that I have a great life but it is better then expected.. I mean I stil have a life and that is somehtign right?
Meh, stil not tired. Soembody bore me! Or amuse me, or anything really.....
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I feel the need to edit this to add I am madly in love with Iron Chef Cat Cora. Oh yes I am.
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I remember why I hate school after my class today.
Other students. I hate them for wasting my time and money by whittling away the hours I could be learning asking asinine, repetitive or non applicable questions. Sorry, hate top be a prick but if you do not have any knowledge of the basic principles that allow a diesel engine to operate you probably should not have signed up for a class about a specific model of engine and how to maintain and repair it. Ti s a waste of my time, your time and the instructors time. He has better things to do then teach you what you should have already known when you walked in the door, you are not going to get the full worth of the class and I am getting my time wasted having to listen to him explain stuff to you that you should already know.
Of course my poor mood crosses over to the instructors as well... nothing I enjoy more then when I instructor skirts and issue or tries to redirect your attention because he does not know the answer or 'the company' doe snot want you to know about a problem (the class was run by the manufacture, classes like this almost always ignore or skip over chronic or design issues). even when you ask repetitive and concise questions.
Of course the best part is when they use the breaks, lunch and some of the class to advertise their wares. Yeah, yeah... I know your trucks are great... we own a bunch of them don;t we?
Meh.
Of course all that aside I did enjoy my day.. it was a nice break to do something different and I do enjoy learning. If there where some way for me to become a professional student where I only had to take tech courses I would be all over it.
But I am hella tired now, the schedule change left me lacking for sleep and now I know if I crash now I will be even more messed up tomorrow... forced to stay up am I.
thurmis:
fuckin school. who needs it. 