i am physically and mentally incapable of writing anything profound right now, for multiple reasons that i can't get into, i can however still recognize profundity when i read it. 
from 'the devil of nanking' by mo hayder, which i am currently reading.
" 'our future is our past and our past is our future,' she whispered. "we already know what will happen..."
we already know what will happen?
maybe she is right. maybe all truths are in us at birth. maybe for years all we do is swim away from what we already know, and maybe old age and death allow us to swim back, back to something that is pure, something unchanged by the act of surviving. what if she is right? what if everything is there already -our fate, and our loves, and our children to be? what if they are all in us from the day we are born? "
'back to something that is pure, something unchanged by the act of surviving'
it's times like these that i feel that nothing in me is pure any longer, nothing unchanged by surviving.
from 'the devil of nanking' by mo hayder, which i am currently reading.
" 'our future is our past and our past is our future,' she whispered. "we already know what will happen..."
we already know what will happen?
maybe she is right. maybe all truths are in us at birth. maybe for years all we do is swim away from what we already know, and maybe old age and death allow us to swim back, back to something that is pure, something unchanged by the act of surviving. what if she is right? what if everything is there already -our fate, and our loves, and our children to be? what if they are all in us from the day we are born? "
'back to something that is pure, something unchanged by the act of surviving'
it's times like these that i feel that nothing in me is pure any longer, nothing unchanged by surviving.
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the place I went to had some combos of sauce (ie standard sauce is actually a set of different ones).
I do have a contact there now in level 2 phone support. only problem is he is kinda hard to get ahold of. the repair center had no idea why they fucked up. hah, what a sorry lot they are. so now the last attempt is being monitored by the one person in apple support who can beat up on the repair depot and he is going to see that a senior tech approves my computer before it is sent out. so if that dont work it will be time to replace with a high end mac mini, since my two pro apple laptops have had issues.
see the problem is that apple isn't willing to go down to their repair depot and choke a bitch. that's my take.