notjudelaw

I often think of suicide. My life has not been ideal, but I deal. This week was one for the toilet. I also have wanted to give up on sg, but its this site that has kept me going alittle. In this week of loss and turmoil two of the best sets ever, came out. One by Neko called "In gold", which was absolutely amazing. Neko was just captured in essence. Whoever took those pictures has a gift. Also, the new girl "Rayna" who I think could give Natalie Portman a run for her money. What a beauty. They both reaffirmed my faith in a life worth living. As most people who have read my journal know, I am a christian. By all accounts I should not be on here... But I suffer from low self-esteem, and lack of faith in anything except Jesus Christ. I hate our political system, and all the lies spread by the mainstream media. Most of which are just bought out sickos. No wonder I ended up here, looking at the only thing that still gives me any sense of wonder down on this planet; the female form. Whatever the case... I believe in a hereafter, and the fact that our government is evil....... check out www.infowars.com, and www.fearorlove.com, and for the christian thing (if you're ever really interested) www.chick.com Take it easy...... Mr. Notjudelaw