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I feel as if I unlocked something...

And now the world is making so much more sense to me.
I am digging on this...it's so strange and foreign to me
I am forcing myself to be happy and it seems to really be working
Like if I start getting a bad thought I stop and think of something that really makes me feel good
and...
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Well life is teetering on the edge of new paths and new discoveries. For instance Cambodian flute music can be the end to a great evening make out session. However a gentleman never tells all and I am (believe it or not) a gentleman. However I am liking me more and more now that I have changed my diet to vegetarian, almost vegan. I am...
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Wow...how fed up can I be with the lack of care from people I know and have loved or love or just care about? Very fed up actually. I have been sick for days and I have not heard from anyone that I talk to on a regular basis. I have not heard a word from any of them. It's seems to be wearing me...
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Wow it's not even my birthday and I get not one but two sets of SG friends up in the last couple of days

Walls of brimstone

These are my silent screams
written upon blood soaked walls
dug in with raw fingertips
robbed of nails years ago
these are my tears
soaked upon a face
worn with sorrow
twisted in agony
leaving a salty silt upon it
this is where I throw my agony
this is how the knots I make
stay away from my neck
this is the...
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Digitized screams....

I'd call
But you wouldn't hear me...
You would hear noises and sounds that were familiar
But you wouldn't hear the soul
Screaming underneath.
I would write,
But it wouldn't be the same.
Just digitized dots
Popping up into familiar
I miss you's and I love you's...
But just being dots you've seen time and again.

I want old parchment paper
and a...
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I want to pose a question to myself and those around me (and yes this is a question posed in "Dharma Punx" as a meditation)...What would you do if you were told you only had one year to live?

I would...
Get my license
Buy a motorcycle
Make an effort to spend more time with the people I love and care for
Take a trip...
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Wow no one really talks on here like they once did. I suppose it's back to the forums if I expect any chat.

A lesson in the day...

Everyday I learn. Every day I find things in others that I dislike that I may reflect as well. I am not a fan of arrogance. I do not delight in greed. I find feeding off others for your own ego to be distasteful and I do not wish to reflect these aspects of human nature. However I do find...
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