nothing666

I feel my age somehow...I have somehow lost something in myself. I don't feel as passionate about women right now. Part of me thinks that might be a good thing. Maybe now I can concentrate on building a better life for myself. It's just odd to me that affection is so alien to me now that when I do touch a girl...it feels weird. I do not feel connected to anyone I guess. Maybe I need romance again...maybe that will get the sparks going in my head. I have no idea. Maybe it is just me being 36.