I'm off to Los Angeles this weekend. I am going to the Dead Can Dance show at the Hollywood Bowl on sunday. I am looking forward to this it should be fun and I booked my hotel tonight. I cant wiat because we are also going to Magic Mountain on saturday and Im a big kid at heart. I'll try and take pics to capture...
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Whew just got home at 11pm and whew Im burned out tired. I was making more penile implantation tools and tomorrow I will be making suspension hooks, around 100 of those bad boys. Yay fun but hey people have to have them right?
Bizarre how I see it as a need but I know those that suspend often are addicted somehow so they MUST have...
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I got really ill last night but Im better now. I cant wait to get back to work. I really love what I do. So I was thinking about growing my hair again since I am starting to lose weight. I think I may grow it back just a little so I can put it into a hawk again. I miss my mohawk alot, weird...
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Bitching....
I am just getting so pissed. I have asked about 6 different girls out recently and every one of them has turned me down stone cold flat. Talk about a blow to ones confidence. I havent been on a date in about 8 months. I feel like some kind of troll boy lately. And whats weird is I've lost weight, I am eating right...
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I am just getting so pissed. I have asked about 6 different girls out recently and every one of them has turned me down stone cold flat. Talk about a blow to ones confidence. I havent been on a date in about 8 months. I feel like some kind of troll boy lately. And whats weird is I've lost weight, I am eating right...
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So I went out to drink for the first time since I fasted. It was nuts. I got drunk from like three beers and a shot. Never has that happened since I was like 15. I kinda liked it, it made for a cheap night.

rox:
i made you studder! *whoops*
Okay so long boring day today, I have been fasting for a full week now. I'm hungry...oh so hungry, but I tread on. So yeah Hi if you read what I say. How is your life going eh?
Day 5 of fasting...I woke up feeling like hell, but now I feel like going out. Maybe just to take a walk somewhere...too bad it's so damn hot outside. I may just wait for it to cool down and go for a walk then. Bleh...boredom has set in.
I also I went on and updated our actual retail jewelry inventory on our website for Kaos....
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I also I went on and updated our actual retail jewelry inventory on our website for Kaos....
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So I just got some Otep... I am digging on it. Very good stuff,,, well I like it.

This is totally weird but today I feel like calling up one of my friends of the female persuasion and taking her out. I would like to just doing something really nice for her like buy her little gifts during the day and some flowers, maybe take her to a cute movie and then chill out over some tea (for me tea because of the...
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So I decided since I do not know how to physically find and help my friend in New Orleans I could at least donate some of my money towards helping in the effort. I hope many of you can see beyond you and see that whether you believe in hand outs or not that these are people that need help. They are people not some...
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Today was a much better day. I just worked and chilled out.
I didn't let one damned thing get to me. I started fasting today too. It will most likely be for ten days if I can stick it out, day one has been easy but I have a feeling it will take more willpower to last for all ten. The longest I have ever...
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I didn't let one damned thing get to me. I started fasting today too. It will most likely be for ten days if I can stick it out, day one has been easy but I have a feeling it will take more willpower to last for all ten. The longest I have ever...
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Not such a great day today...it began smoothly but near the end I got some unneeded attitude from a coworker and really it is just making me dislike being around her. I have multiple jobs in my position, not only 1, however she pretends that I am not working unless for some reason I am doing it in front of her. I cannot stand being...
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